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03 January 2008
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And I thought the year and schedule couldn't get any worst. But it did. When I saw that I was going to see more of you, I broke down. Not you. Anyone but you. I don't understand why I seem to be seeing more of you now. I don't want to.I broke down when Izza laughed at me in my face, I broke down when Maz said she totally knows what I'm going through, I broke down when I read Fizah's msg, I broke down during Maths lecture. I broke down so much, but at the end of the day, it's you I'm still facing. Give me a year ago and I would have done anything within my control to make it better. Rewind it back to last year and I would have not allowed us to continue like this. Give me a year ago and I would try to make things right. But now, it's a year later. I'm not going to try to make this work. Things have gone way too far, way too much for me to try and make it better. Nothing can be done to salvage what has slid away too far. It won't work. And Nas is a pakcik now (: And Nas lights up my day, when it seems all dark. Even though he doesn't know it. And his smile is pervectic, please. And hahahaha I haven't read his messages for so long. I shall do it tomorrow (: Yaaaaay, hahah. And I feel like I'm taking to a GP teacher when I talk with you Dynn, hahaha. I'm always going, "eh did i type it correctly? shit." hahahahahha. OKAY BYE. I think I need a proper social life now. |
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nor liyana mohd khalis.i'm always in love with pretty boys. like as if i don't learn from experience, i always give in to sweet words. and i never learn from the past. i'm vulnerable to hurt, but i'd like to believe i'm stronger than i seem. jauh di dasar hatiku, aku tahu aku masih kasihimu dan menyintaimu. namun kau sudah berpunya, kau sudah bercinta. disini kita berakhir, tergantung segala cerita dan kisah lama. wishlist
an arsenal jersey please.to watch a play. tagboard
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ayn
bani
complexite
dynn
erdiah
ekah
fizah
jass
joyce
maz
matt
nisa
nette
raz
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